why are humans so irrational?
it hurts though i can’t say why;
it hurts though i try.
its easy i guess
to just repress
and hide it with a laugh
who can tell haha from …haha
smiles and frowns are a button apart
who knows the struggle of the hand which hovers
over and over the keys
as if choosing one will ease the ache
when the other shouts to be free
deep down inside i know- i know.
yet the emotions grow