Whew. I think I’m… better now.
Just now I was just suddenly overwhelmed by this feeling that– I was studying and studying, and no matter how hard I studied, it wasn’t enough. It wasn’t enough. I have something to prove, and I want to show Dr Ng and someone I can do this, I can’t give up or stop! And I didn’t know what was happening to me– it was Scary. :/
But now :) I’m just– contented, I guess. I’ll do what I can <3 and God will settle the rest.